This holiday I keep on thinking the same pro… Tat is between me n him… I kno I nid to make a decision… Sorry… I shouldn’t say tat… I kno its kinda hurt u… But I reali nid to make a decision… Tat is whether I choose my family o u… I reali cant choose u coz I love my family especially my mum… Bcoz of me she sacrifice a lot… Jz like when I quarrel wif her she will take the 1st move to tok wif me after we quarrel… Not only tat… Wad I wan she will try to buy n do it 4 me… These days she found out I gt bf… I reali cant lie her… I had tell her the truth… Soli 4 lying u mum… She told me to choose between u n her… I nid to choose my mum… I kno my mum wan me make this decision is 4 my own gud… She wan me concentrate in my studies 1st… Reali soli A… Plz dun ask me y I make this decision…

My mind can't rest... I was dreaming of so many strange strange dreams... Was trying to protest but I can't... but i was 2 tired...my mind don wanna rest....its been a tough nite 4 me...